Too Shy

Let me take it back to middle school. There was a decent looking girl with fairly huge breasts for her age. She was literally all over me most of the time. I could have easily had sex with her and lost my virginity in seventh grade like a pimp, but I was too shy.

Flash forward to high school. I had this crush on a cute girl. She asked me if I wanted to see a play on her birthday. I would have loved to go, but I shot her down because, like before, I’m too shy.

Very same girl asks me to the senior dance, and again, my shyness took that shot away from me.

A little more ahead, first year dorms, college life has begun. My roomate has a friend who isn’t too bad looking. One night she comes in really drunk and asks if she can sleep in the same bed as mine. It was obvious she was looking for sex, however, I said no because, no surprise, I’m shy.

Last Friday I was at a Christmas party and my friend is all over me, she was clearly asking for it. She tries to kiss me, but I turn her away because there are other people in the room and I’m to shy of a guy to kiss In public.

You may think I’m a loner, virgin, and everything else, but I’m not. Although, I’m still socially awkward.